Subsequent step after opening my coronary heart chakrs

On my 21st birthday I lastly managed to confront my deep nervousness points and I felt a lot karma launched from my throat chakra. I can lastly start to hyperlink my very own emotions with my very own ideas.

I suffered PTSD from an occasion as a toddler and that i.t blocked my throat chakra, which means the one emotions I might ever assume/speak about had been the sentiments of different folks as a result of the occasion brought about me to mistrust my very own emotions. This brought about such an imbalance in my physique as a result of my sacral chakra is my predominant chakra.

Anyhow, after lastly confronting the difficulty as to why I do not belief my very own emotions, it looks like I can breathe correctly for the primary time in my complete life as a result of I lastly settle for who I’m.

Does anybody have any steerage as to how I can progress in my religious journey after this second of self discovery?

Query

Ive meditated earlier than and cleansed my chakras as much as crown chakra earlier than. Time handed and I finished meditating after which I’ve struggled with despair closely. Lately I’ve determined to start out meditation as soon as once more however can I cleanse my chakras as a pessimist? I’ve a really brutal and pessimistic approach of viewing humanity and the world. I additionally dabbled within the Satanic Bible and located it’s teachings very relatable and real looking. What do you consider cleaning my chakras however retaining my pessimistic views? Is that this potential? Since to my information chakras promote positivity and happiness.

Assist me

So its been three days with out consuming or ingesting and that i cant clarify why there’s a motive i cant clarify it tho. After aome googlin i spotted i’ve an issue with my stomach chakra and my third eye. See i all the time get this instinctive feeling to rub my abdomen and brow like there’s something there and being religious as i used to be i figured ya its sumthing spurenatural however why would google have an answe to it?
So how do I repair this please