Trauma manifesting itself as a bodily sytpom in my throat chakra.

Throughout tai qi I skilled aching on proper aspect of my jaw and shoulder and after I meditate.

It looks like karma is manifesting its itself bodily behaviour and persona and I am continually conscious of it as a result of I really feel the bodily ache or expertise nervousness. Once I focus this thought it looks like I wish to say one thing out of anger/ache and understanding that feeling will alleviate this ache.

Is it about calming your thoughts a lot the trauma stops showing in my subconcious a lot that these aches do not seem in my periphal consciousness , thus my persona/bodily behaviour will not be so outlined by this sense?

Am i approaching some type of third eye opening?

I’ve but to really feel vibrations, however typically I really feel an umph in my photo voltaic plexus that both feels prefer it’s radiating warmth or goes as much as my coronary heart and makes me really feel implausible. After I mediate, usually my coronary heart price will increase adopted by the sensation of a rotating magnet in entrance of my pineal. Is my third eye about to open, my crown, or what?

Opening?

How would I am going about opening my chakras? I’ve been considering of meditating with some stones that I’ve that correspond with the chakras and likewise utilizing the LED lights in my room to match the colour of the chakras. After I meditate ought to I consider something particular?