First sick admit i don’t meditate, and im not spiritual. this intense feeling occurred to me within the bathe proper after i informed myself/realized a principle that “i’m god, all of us are”. To me, i assumed it was one in all my bizarre regular ideas, simply passing into my thoughts whereas beginning my day. The second i informed myself that, an intense feeling from the highest of my head shot down into my backbone and all through my physique. I used to be frozen for some time, confused..tears flowing out..mostley in awe of this loopy feeling down my backbone that has me nearly paraylzed. I stored asking myself questions, and low key was adressing them to “god”….i by no means beleived in the next energy apart from precise larger animals than us..till this occurred..so i figured i might give it a shot? Each time i requested a query in my thoughts, however directing it to “god”..the sensation shot down my head and into my backbone even strongger..it stayed there your complete time..however it appeared to pulsate after every query. I took every intense pulse of this sense as responses. I cant inform to at the present time if i used to be truly speaking with the next drive, or simply speaking to my inside self, one through which i assumed i by no means have tapped totally into earlier than. This all occurred for about 15 minutes…and when it went away i stepped out of the bathe in awe and disbelief…..however the clearest my thoughts has ever felt. I’ve been depressed/misplaced in my thoughts for years since a teen, because of a tough upbringing..however every thing lastly vanished. Unhealthy ideas, the everyday “what am i suppose to do with my life” form of mindset..all lastly dissapeared. Within the bathe, one of many questions i requested was “would you like me to put in writing a e-book?” …..i already began it since, and that i dont know the best way to describe this..apart from i really feel like i’ve to put in writing it. One thing inside me is telling me that it’s the proper factor to do? I’ve by no means wished to put in writing a e-book earlier than, nevermind didnt anticipate my day to go from blah to “i’m god now?” Saying which will confuse you, as a result of i’m not religous..however when i say that i imply it as; i beleive we’re the supperior animals..we’re the “aliens”..we’re the “gods” people have been making an attempt to reward for hundreds of years. Thats the entire issues that popped into my thoughts whereas feeling all of that loopy “crown chakra” stuff. Anyhow, i sat down for a bit after the bathe, and contemplated whether or not i used to be going to inform my gf about this…or anybody else normally. I sat there asking extra questions like “what am i going to name this e-book?”…or how am i even going to start this e-book?”…each time i requested myself these items, the solutions at all times popped proper in my head clear as day, as if i knew them my whole life. Small bursts of what i felt within the bathe, additionally pulsated in my backbone and the again of my head after every reply. Days glided by, and that i solely ended up telling my lady that i’m going to put in writing a e-book. She suprisingly didnt assume i used to be silly. Hopefully ;). After about 4 days, i felt the urge to google what i felt..in try to look for the same story or the same feeling. I typed in “loopy tingly feeling in my head and backbone”…or one thing alongside these traces, and the very first thing to pop up was “crown chakra”. I learn the decription, and i used to be blown away. It described every thing i felt, bodily, mentally and emotionally. I nonetheless was iffy about the entire thing, so i learn additional. As i learn one of many “easy steps to opening your crown chakra” it happpened once more! I sat there sitting up in mattress, frozen..my girlfriend silently sleeping subsequent to me..and my tears simply flowing out…the day after i sat down and stated to myself, i dont know….i nonetheless dont know if i beleive in god or not…and it occurred once more. STILL i’m not religous, however i’ll admit i’m very blown away and confused as to what has been taking place to me. Every time it occurs, my thoughts feels smarter..sharper…and extra centered on what actually issues in life. Merely put, love! I hope this conjures up anybody it could actually, and opens the thoughts of the sceptical. I’ve at all times been that approach my whole life..and now i lastly know the solutions to every thing i at all times requested for, and my thoughts is open to something being doable now. If in case you have ever encountered this earlier than, please reply! I’ve been looking for crown chakra tales on-line, however i cant appear to seek out something apart from “the best way to open/activate them”. Peace!
I simply need to preface saying I’ve finished quite a lot of prior meditations and research on asian (primarily zen) philosophy in addition to different psychedelic and conventional outlooks on philosophy and although I had heard of Chakras as an idea earlier than I used to be beneath the impression that in actuality consciousness was simply out of your 5 senses and guesswork.
So final week on July 1st (Canada Day) I had about four ish grams of psilocybin, stupidly sufficient simply an hour earlier than the fireworks. The fireworks have been superior in my state however then I went dwelling, the actual journey occurred and there was no sleeping that evening. What occurred was essentially the most intense expertise of my life and I had many issues occur and I turned nearer to who I wished to be, I understood my place within the universe and that everybody was related. Round midway via the evening I had a second with the perfected model of myself he instructed me to not be so insecure about all the pieces and I even realized concerning the woman I like and need to fall in love with. That entire second I felt an intense stress on the center of my brow and I noticed wanting in a mirror I might virtually undertaking no matter emotion I used to be feeling via that spot. Not realizing something about Chakras and even that there was a sensation related to a “Third Eye” I considered it as the power to undertaking intent as a result of my martial arts expertise. Quick ahead to some days later I noticed that possibly I had felt my third eye chakra. I had continued training with it and as quickly as I googled what this intense feeling on my brow was I used to be satisfied about Chakras and power within the physique that science has but to elucidate coherently. As of now I’ve finished some work on my perspective, have taken meditation far more critically, and am slowly engaged on opening my coronary heart Chakra to as a lot depth as my third eye and crown Chakras. I apply the martial artwork kendo (the best way of the sword) and I’ve observed that the extraordinary focus that got here from specializing in my third eye has allowed me to refine myself in my self-discipline additional and quicker than I’ve beforehand. My query is what do you recommend I can do to enhance and refine my talents inner and exterior so I may be extra aligned with what I really feel I can obtain and be? have in mind that is all comparatively new to me and my path to enlightenment has simply began.