I am a bit hesitant to open them up proper now as a result of I am afraid I might lose it. Any steerage could be useful. Thanks.
As I’ve talked about earlier, I take pleasure in meditating, generally with the assistance of greens (though not not too long ago), with the purpose of opening my chakras and doubtlessly to induce visions or the such.
Lately, it feels as if I am *too* conscious. My listening to could be very delicate, and I am continually observing my environment.
It has gotten to the purpose the place I really feel, and I am satisfied, that once I exit, to eat or generally smoke or no matter, that I am being adopted. I see the identical vehicles rather a lot. My neighbors are early 20’s and the stereotypical douches that to me would appear like they’d rob/kill for no motive.
After I’m not meditating, or have not mediated deeply in a very long time, I really feel susceptible and I really feel like I am being stalked with the aim of getting robbed or damage.
I do not know if that is an interior turmoil or if that is truly occurring, and it is inflicting me a great deal of misery. Any assist could be enormously appreciated.