I would like some readability on what I simply skilled.

I began meditating across the finish of final yr and have taken a ton of time studying and specializing in the whole lot that comes with it. I’ve battled despair, vanity and anxiousness points all through my life, so my focus has been on turning into extra grounded, bodily. Spiritually however, I’ve at all times had a really odd interpretation the place I felt I may perceive my very own, in addition to different individuals’s feelings more-so than something I hear vocally. I’ve at all times been in a position to learn individuals so simply and virtually predict a state of affairs based mostly on the vibes I’m feeling. I don’t really feel like a physic or something, however this has simply been one thing I’ve at all times observed even since I used to be younger.

Tonight, I did my common yoga/meditation routine with continued deal with my root chakra. As I started my meditation, I used to be training specializing in the power between my fingers, palms going through one another. I used to be slowly pulling them farther away and bringing them in nearer, till at one level, I really thought I may really really feel one thing I may solely describe as nothing greater than power. A number of seconds later, I hear a POP go off in my left ear and it began to offer out a really loud ringing sound that even took over all of the sound within the room (I used to be taking part in mushy music and a fan was on). After about 5-7 seconds the ringing began to swell down and I acquired hit with a quick sensation of readability/euphoria, that instantly adopted with fears I tucked away from my previous that I by no means, ever take into consideration anymore.

I couldn’t shake the ideas that wouldn’t depart my head, not solely as a result of feeling of sudden uneasiness, but additionally as a result of I used to be in awe at what I used to be experiencing all collectively from the power, to the ear pop/ringing, euphoria and now worry. I slowly started to calm down myself and produce myself out of my meditation. I went into it feeling fairly relaxed, able to go to mattress, however now I’m conscious and can’t get this out of my head.

I’ve studied a complete lot about what occurs while you open up your chakras and the way it may be laborious to face generally, particularly if it occurs early and I’ve additionally heard the foundation chakra will be one of many hardest ones to beat if it has been out of steadiness. Is that this what simply occurred? Did I really open my door chakra? I can’t assist however really feel like I did, it simply appears so surreal… any ideas and/or recommendation?