I have no idea learn how to open my root. I’m nearly utterly void of any type of emotion.

I’m on my ft about eight hours a day for my job, and when I’m not working I attempt to trip my bike not less than as soon as a day. I’ve a really apathetic persona and have usually little to no care or empathy in any sense or material. Any time i attempt to be empathetic, I notice how silly a given state of affairs is, turn into conscious of how the particular person’s adverse feelings are merely their unconscious psychology compensating to guard their ego, after which merely determine I don’t care. Even for issues as drastic as loss of life or illness I’ve little curiosity. When my uncle died, I bought over it after the funeral. When grandma handed, I attended the funeral with out mourning. Once I was instructed my elder had gotten most cancers, the knowledge didn’t part me. When my coworker instructed me she had most cancers, I didn’t even change tone of voice. Political occasions are irrelevant to me. Financial wealth is of no concern to me. I discover that meditation requires surpassing emotional suppression and points as a way to progress additional via the chakras, however I merely would not have any feelings to unravel. Any feelings I do expertise, I can merely brush off. I’m attempting to open my root chakra, however have no idea when, the place, or how this may happen, or if I’ll even know whether or not it is open or not. Can somebody please assist me out?

EDIT: I ought to in all probability add on that this identical vacancy of emotion has despatched me into depressions which have reached the stage of existential chrisis and spanned out for six months, which has occurred about three occasions now. I’m solely 17.

Sore Root Chakra

Hey, I am new right here, however I have been working fairly persistently to open and stability my root chakra, primarily with meditation/chanting/listening to frequencies associated to the basis. I have been experiencing vital soreness on the base of my backbone and was questioning if that is a standard expertise when working with that chakra? I can not discover something on-line about it however I’ve learn that warmth sensations are regular when experiencing awakening of this space. I am hoping it isn’t a foul signal…?

Antidepressants, lack of creativity and libido and the basis Chakra

Whats up everybody. I used to be studying that the basis chakra is chargeable for intercourse and creativity.
Properly, I’ve Pure O – OCD, so I’m on medicines since I started my remedy. I take Anafranil and Rivotril. However since I began the treament, my libido and creativity have drastically fallen. I’m an novice author, was writing a fantasy e-book with 200 pages to this point, and after I began with the meds I simply can’t write anymore. And writing and creating tales was ma life! However I’ve no creativity in any respect anymore! I simply open Phrase and stare on the clean display for minutes after which shut it. To not point out the libido issue. I simply do not have it anymore. I do not even know what intercourse is anymore. I need to admit it’s handy since I’m single and specializing in School, however I simply needed to get again to being regular. I used to masturbate no less than as soon as day by day, and now I can solely do it as soon as each week.
Can anybody assist me? Thanks prematurely.
So, I’m 99% positive that these uncomfortable side effects are attributable to the meds. What ought to I do? How do I meditate to open the basis chakra? Can I’ve my creativity and libido again simply by meditating?