Photo voltaic Plexus Meditation, Momentum, The Beast Inside

I used to be training photo voltaic plexus meditation not too long ago, and it is like momentum was increase. Somewhat than develop into weakened with insults, intimidation, and so on., they resulted in my pushing additional. Somewhat than this on the within: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7e_nWuEyKAk which it often is, it was like this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjtqnE8g1oM With each barrier I shattered, I propelled myself even additional. With each insult or intimidation I obtained, I made them a part of me on the base, fought more durable, and pushed even additional. It was like momentum had been constructed up and one thing in me was working like an engine with a whole bunch of 1000’s of revolutions per minute, rising increasingly, besides it was human in form and kind. It was nearly primal in its effort. The video above is underwhelming by comparability. The actions felt sooner, the power extra highly effective, the scream stronger. It was nearly like a righteous combat for primal survival as if I might reasonably have my bones damaged earlier than giving up.

What was that?

I’ve tried asking this within the meditation subreddit however obtained no solutions.

Lucid Dreaming, Photo voltaic Plexus, Hypnagogia?

I closely tried inducing lucid dreaming final evening. I took a cognition-focused multi-vitamin, ate a banana, ate cheese earlier than mattress, had water close by, repeatedly checked out a wide range of photographs of sure potential lucidity triggers, had my watch wake me up in the course of the evening (WAY too unsubtle), meditated previous to mattress, drank milk, listened to lucid dream-induction music, listened to binaural beats, listened to music that brings to thoughts the feeling/musical tune of lucid goals (e.g. Coraline, Avatar: TLA, LoK, and extra), watched some clips of sure reveals that used to assist induce them, watched subliminal messages, did TONS of actuality checks ~1 hour earlier than mattress, took melatonin, and visualized (did a poor job in my view).

I didn’t expertise a lucid dreaming, however I DID expertise one thing odd.

I’ve meditated upon my photo voltaic plexus for just a little over 6 years (10-20 minutes a day) (Basically simply getting into a sure frame of mind that I’m not going to say but..I prefer to confer with it because the “Tremendous Saiyan” or “Offended Righteous Shonen Energy Up” frame of mind).

Preserving that in thoughts, I didn’t return to sleep since ~2:18 AM Central aside from 2-Three brief durations of perhaps Three-5 minutes that every appeared like 45 minutes (I often get up at 7:45-Eight:45).

I’m recovering from masturbation-caused ED and can typically expertise bizarre goals when attempting to go to sleep (surprisingly foggy but lucid not by way of imaginative and prescient however sensing my environment with a seemingly adverse degree of atmosphere) that, for some motive, might trigger me to properly..glue (I’ve discovered to stop this).

I do know that is gross, however preserve going. That is the place it will get fascinating.

I began seeing VERY unusual imagery in bizarre goals (hypogognia?) that, in actuality, apparently lasted 2-5 minutes however felt like they every lasted ~45 minutes and occurred shortly.

I’ve been VERY a lot in my head right now sort of indifferent from actuality not within the sense of delusion however within the sense issues really feel like a lucid dream. I listened to a few of that music (Alice’s Theme) from Tim Burton’s Alice in Wonderland, and it GREATLY elevated it step by step over the course of listening to it (perhaps Three-5 minutes).

I’ve been taking a look at screens (nearly no blue mild), and books recently, not addicted however targeted to a surprisingly excessive diploma (not as immersive as a move state however simply as targeted). It’s virtually like hyperfocus.

Anyway, WHAT THE HECK IS THIS?

EDIT: I forgot to say yet another factor. When attempting to meditate on my photo voltaic plexus like regular right now, relatively than having a Tremendous Saiyan or Tremendous Saiyan 2-like sensation (tingling, energy, badassery, rightsousness, virtually a vengeance-like feeling in opposition to injustice) and feeling fired up, it was extra like a sensation of a pillar of sunshine surrounding me projecting off of me like Tremendous Saiyan Rage or Tremendous Saiyan God.

Somewhat than feeling tingling, emotion, and many others. upon meditation upon my photo voltaic plexus, I appeared to simply really feel energy.

Be mindful, I DID have that Alice in Wonderland tune caught in my head.

The next is a bit disturbing:

I used to be specializing in occasions in my previous that had a really heat, comforting, optimistic influence on me prior to now whereas meditating yesterday too. My root chakra area appeared to be fluctuating like I used to be yo-yoing a fart (so sorry for that picture), however I wasn’t. Is that protected and regular?

The area of balls appears to tingle after these bizarre “goals”. It IS actually chilly, and I DID cum a TINY bit (pre-cum?)
Is that dangerous?

Indicators of photo voltaic plexus clearing or imbalance

I’ve had surges of anger developing, i really feel intense anger to issues that may annoy me (though i strive my finest to not present this to my environment)..and surprise if it is a signal of an imbalance or an indication of really the photo voltaic plexus getting cleaned up?

Does anybody have any comparable experiences?

Tight/blocked photo voltaic plexus- two c sections and a automotive accident which broken my sacrum – any solutions on how you can open? I’ve began yoga following Yoga with Adriene. Gratitude.

Tight/blocked photo voltaic plexus- two c sections and a automotive accident which broken my sacrum – any solutions on how you can open? I’ve began yoga following Yoga with Adriene. Gratitude.

Tummo & Photo voltaic Plexus Vibration

How do I “do” tummo?

I’ve a very well-trained photo voltaic plexus, having skilled it for somewhat over 6 years. (was initially unaware what I used to be doing, however stored doing it). My chest has been experiencing robust vibrations these days, seemingly linked to utilization of my photo voltaic plexus. Maybe it is as a result of I am holding in “kiais”? I at the moment cannot produce kiais merely do to schedule and placement. How can I repair this?

Photo voltaic Plexus, Enthusiasm, Emotional Expression

It seems like I have to “kiai” with the intention to let loose/categorical my enthusiasm through emotion at any time when I get very enthusiastic or excited. I really feel like I’ve to previous it again. I really feel like I will flip right into a “kiai-ing” Mario if I do not, doing flips and such. Answer?

“Heavy” Photo voltaic Plexus

How do I cleanse my photo voltaic plexus? I really feel like sighing with my photo voltaic plexus. I am compulsive, technically addicted, not getting the perfect sleep, depressed at instances, gentle anxiousness at instances, and I am round draining habits. I am going to make careless errors, which trigger me to really feel drained and have a bummed “I do not care about doing good at issues for the remainder of the day. I’ve already screwed up a lot” angle, as a result of I do know I am doing removed from my finest doing. It is like I lack decisiveness to a detrimental diploma as if I would like somebody to be my spine to say “No! Put extra effort into your selections! Do not be careless!” It is as if I lack the neural “muscle groups” or power to take action, although. I am going to simply grow to be depressed and suppose “I am going to simply wait till tomorrow to do my finest.” however I by no means do. It is like if I do not begin the time without work I deliberate to, I simply have this “Screw it. I’d as effectively do removed from my finest now.” mentality.